it's michael's wedding this weekend everyone will be there but there will be someone missing--you..i find it very difficult to be in big family gatherings, it makes me miss you even more than i already do..it's not fair you are not here to be with the family on these special events.you were such an important part of the family, everyone loved you so much, although this is suppose to be an happy occassin, which i'm sure will be, but there will be a feeling of emptiness, for you so deserved to be here, i still don't understand what went wrong.